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I call this meeting to order.
Welcome to meeting number 12 of the House of Commons Standing Committee on Veterans Affairs.
Pursuant to Standing Order 108 and the motion adopted on September 18, 2025, the committee is meeting to continue its study on suicide prevention among veterans.
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Before we welcome our witnesses, for people who are viewing I would like to provide a trigger warning. We will be discussing experiences related to suicide and grief. This may be triggering for viewers with similar experiences. If you feel distressed or need help, please advise our clerk.
For all witnesses and members of Parliament, it is important to recognize that these are difficult discussions. Also, for our witnesses, if you do not feel comfortable at any point, please let us know. We can pause our committee for you.
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Today's meeting is taking place in a hybrid format pursuant to the Standing Orders. Members are attending in person in the room and remotely using the Zoom application.
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Before we continue, I would ask all in-person participants to consult the guidelines written on the cards on the table. These measures are in place to help prevent audio and feedback incidents and to protect the health and safety of all participants, including the interpreters. You will also notice a QR code on the card, which links to a short awareness video.
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To ensure an orderly meeting, I would like to outline a few rules for witnesses and members to follow. Before speaking, please wait for me to recognize you by name. For those participating by video conference, click on the microphone icon to turn on your microphone, and please mute yourself when you are not speaking.
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For those on Zoom, at the bottom of your screen you can select the appropriate channel for interpretation: floor, English or French. For those in the room, you can use the earpiece and select the desired channel. Finally, I have a reminder that all comments should be addressed through the chair.
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For members in the room, if you wish to speak, please raise your hand. That said, I do not believe any members are participating in the meeting via Zoom.
Thank you for your understanding.
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I would like to welcome our witnesses. As individuals, we have Mr. Gordon Hurley, Madame Marie-Noël Duhaime, Mr. Justin McKay, Mr. Darren Simons and Mr. David Bona, and from Seven Edge Success Inc., Ernie Wouters.
We will start by inviting each witness to deliver their opening remarks for a period of about five minutes. As you can see, there are a few of you, so please try to stay within our five-minute mark.
Once all our witnesses have given their opening remarks, the rest of the meeting will be dedicated to a series of questions and answers with the members of the committee.
Mr. Gordon Hurley, the floor is yours for five minutes, please.
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Thank you, Madam Chair.
My French is not very good, I'm sorry.
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I'll do this in English.
Thank you for this opportunity.
In 2015 I decided to cut my wrists on a course at Canadian Forces Base Wainwright, Alberta. Immediately, as soon as I drew blood, I knew it was a mistake. I got myself a course vehicle and drove myself to the hospital. When I got to the hospital, the nurse told me they would have to call the base, call the police, get my chain of command involved and bring up the suicide attempt through the chain of command. I was in the special forces at the time. I said I was working on kit. I smoothed it over as much as I could: I'm special forces. I slipped. I would never do that. Blah blah blah.
They believed it. The next day, I went on course. I finished that course. For the next five years, I used suicide and suicidal ideation as a coping mechanism for mental health.
I spent 15 years in the Canadian Armed Forces, half as an airborne light infantry reconnaissance patrolman and the other half as a special operator and joint terminal attack controller. I was deployed to Africa, Iraq and Afghanistan and trained globally, not only on the leading edge of combat operations but in the highest echelons of our military headquarters.
My name is Gordon Hurley. I am a retired veteran and I am a veteran advocate specifically for psychedelic-assisted psychotherapy. Right now, Veterans Affairs Canada is not fulfilling the requirement of giving veterans the care they deserve with ketamine-assisted psychotherapy. Veterans Affairs will pay for ketamine, for the drug itself, but they will not pay for psychedelic-assisted psychotherapy.
It's in the name. It's “assisted” therapy. It's psychedelic-assisted therapy. It is not being covered by Veterans Affairs at this time. We're putting veterans at extreme risk while in very, very fragile mental states.
I would like to let you know that in Australia not only is it legal, but on October 31, the Australian government's Department of Veterans' Affairs funded psychedelic-assisted psychotherapy within its own military for veterans. That's MDMA and psilocybin.
Our government is cutting approximately $4 billion over the next four years for medical cannabis. Okay. That's in line with market value, but what are we going to do with this money? Are we just going to absorb it, and it becomes another talking point about how fiscally responsible we are as a government, or are we going to keep that money within Veterans Affairs proper and put it to research programs or new initiatives that our peer nations are well surpassing us on?
Veterans Affairs needs some help. Take our hands. All of us on this panel are trying very hard to make this loud and clear, and for you to listen to the veteran. Because I've been surrounded by the people I have in the last couple of years navigating the charity and veterans sector, my team has come up with something called the veterans accelerated access and research program.
The veterans accelerated access and research program proposes a structured model for safe, regulated access to psychedelic-assisted therapy. The pilot program—not study—would operate under both provincial and federal frameworks, leveraging such provincial leadership as Alberta’s progress in regulated psychedelic-assisted therapy. We would be able to integrate this with a federalized pathway administered by Health Canada. This collaboration would align with Veterans Affairs Canada’s ongoing interest in identifying a lawful mechanism for accessing psychedelic therapy and would also strengthen intergovernmental co-operation on innovative health solutions.
The proposed pilot would begin with 10 to 15 participants receiving MDMA-assisted psychotherapy at an approved clinic in Alberta under the supervision of a multidisciplinary team, including a psychiatrist, a nurse practitioner and a psychologist. This treatment would adhere to rigorous standards of safety, ethics and clinical care. Future phases would expand to include additional compounds with therapeutic potential, such as psilocybin and ibogaine, pending regulatory approval and oversight.
Following completion, a systematic evaluation would capture feedback from participants, clinicians and administrators while analyzing safety, feasibility and efficacy data. A retrospective research review would then assess treatment outcomes and inform future program expansion to additional provinces.
This process ensures that the program remains accountable, evidence-based and aligned with the highest standards of medical and ethical practices. This initiative directly addresses the inefficiencies and delays currently associated with the special access program and the section 56 exemptions. By streamlining access through a regulated pilot, the veterans accelerated access and research program aims to deliver timely, effective and ethically sound care for veterans in critical need. This scientific evidence will guide future policy and improve long-term outcomes for those who have served Canada with honour.
I came here to tell, sure, a little story. You guys can hear about me more. You can go on the Internet and google me and you can get in-depth podcasts. I came here with a solution, so please take our hand.
Thank you.
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Thank you, Madam Chair.
The first glass is never the problem.
O Canada, our home and native land.
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O Canada, our home and native land.
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Ottawa is built on the unceded territory of the Algonquin Anishinabe people, a nation that has paid for the ultimate violence and has managed to save some souls and save its people by tolerating the invaders: us.
Thank you, Madam Chair and members of the committee. Thank you, brothers and sisters in arms. Thanks to my dad and my big sister. I thank you lovely people for offering me your help. I have been asking to be heard for over 30 years. Ms. Gaudreau has arranged for it to happen.
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Leave no man behind.
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But I am a woman.
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Lest we forget: Let's honour the service and sacrifice of all souls who have served in wars, conflict, and peace operations. Vigilamus pro te.
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Thank you, dad and mom, for passing on your knowledge and your love of Latin to me.
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We stand on guard for thee. The anthem changed recently to include all of us, to be more inclusive. The anthem started in Quebec in 1880. How many years did it take to realize that women were also worth it?
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I think it was in 2018. It was on Saint-Jean-Baptiste Day, 1880. Two thousand eighteen, one thousand eighty, it's "mathemagic".
I'm still cold. I'm going to keep my coat on, because it's really cold outside.
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You're my lady in red.
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No, I'm going to take my coat off, because I'm hot all of a sudden.
I'm starting to accept help. My scarf is mauve. It's the scarf of hope. Thank you, Josée. Mauve is important.
Do you have your handkerchief, dad?
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I put him on the spot, but he is still there for me.
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In Latin, there are two words for "handkerchief". The first is mappa, but I don't remember the other one. There is a little one, that you use to blow your nose, to keep your germs to yourself; COVID‑19, we know about that. But there is another word that means a beautiful wrap. Those Romans were crazy, but not that crazy. They brought their handkerchief with them, and their hosts wrapped their gift in it. Every person left with something.
How much time do I have left, Madam Chair?
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Thank you, Madam Chair. I won't take five minutes. I'll keep my remarks short.
I joined the reserves at 17 years old. Before I was 18, I became one of the 19,000 members of the military sexual misconduct lawsuit. I was sexually assaulted by an older soldier while I was sleeping at night.
I went on to serve two tours with 2nd Battalion, PPCLI in Bosnia. If I had kept drinking the way I was drinking up until 2011, I wouldn't be sitting here giving you these statements right now.
Right now, I'm the sergeant-at-arms at the Royal Canadian Legion in Amherst, Nova Scotia. In 2023, I hope I helped some Afghan veterans with some healing by unveiling an Afghan memorial in Nova Scotia.
I, too, almost took my own life, and I would have if it hadn't been for another service member helping me out. That's why I implore you to take all of our information—Mr. Hurley's information, Mr. Simons' information, Mr. Bona's information and Mr. Wouter's information—to Veterans Affairs.
I don't think that cutting the benefits that we get—i.e., the shockwave therapy that some veterans get for chronic pain—is a good avenue to go down, because then you're going to push veterans to another avenue unless you give them something else to take away that pain.
I implore you to heed the recommendations at this committee and take them to VAC.
That's all I'll say. Thank you.
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Good afternoon. Thank you for the opportunity to speak today.
I'm an army brat and a veteran, having served just over two years in the Canadian Army and more than 33 years in the RCMP. I have lived in six provinces, one territory and Germany. With the RCMP, I served in 10 detachments throughout Alberta, the Northwest Territories and Saskatchewan. Many of those detachments were limited-duration posts and isolated posts.
My wife, Tracy, and I have been married since 1999. Our son, Nathan, is studying to be a chiropractor. I stay active and volunteer regularly. The physical and psychological challenges faced by veterans are also faced by their families. Spouses, children and loved ones see the changes, the pain, the outbursts and the silences. They are more perceptive than we think. They suffer too. Retirement or leaving the Royal Canadian Mounted Police or the Canadian Armed Forces doesn't erase these challenges; sometimes it makes them worse.
I did not know I could apply for veterans benefits until I had over 10 years in the RCMP. Many RCMP members and Canadian Armed Forces members don't even consider themselves veterans because they did not deploy. This lack of awareness is an education gap that must be addressed. If we were treated properly earlier, we would be healthier now.
My early experiences with Veterans Affairs were positive. My first claims were approved, but when I learned I was disabled, I panicked. I was afraid it was going to affect my career. Thankfully, a VAC employee reassured me. I thought, finally, an organization that is here to help me. Unfortunately, that feeling didn't last.
After applying for a psychological condition, I was denied. I was told to wait until the RCMP had completed their investigation, a process that took over nine years. Upon attending a hearing in 2020, I was finally approved and advised that my benefits would go back three years. I was told I should have appealed earlier. I was following the direction of VAC. I was waiting. Why did someone not follow up with me and tell me that?
For me and many veterans, it's not as much what we saw and did as it is how we were treated during and afterwards. Amongst many Veterans Affairs' clients, it is perceived that initial applications are often denied and appeals are often successful. It makes many veterans feel like VAC expects you to give up. One veteran told me that I need the cheat codes, like a video game, to figure out how to win.
Each delay, each denial, erodes trust and hope. I had a claim initially denied and when I phoned and requested further information, I determined that it was because they received the wrong X-ray. I was denied mileage, and when I called to inquire why I was denied mileage, I was told that I filled out the wrong form. Why not provide more input as to why there was a denial? Why not make it easier to get help, instead of harder?
I paid out of pocket for psychological care because Blue Cross and VAC would only reimburse part of the cost, even though the RCMP had been paying my psychologist in full when I was serving. I was told to find someone less expensive. After much back-and-forth trying to find a workaround, I gave up. Fortunately for me, my psychologist found a workaround. However, I was out hundreds of dollars. I can afford it, but many veterans cannot. I know one who pays to take a taxi for treatment and has stopped trying to claim for it because it's too frustrating.
There are good people working for Veterans Affairs, but as my father said when I was a young child playing sports, seven “attaboys” get wiped out by one “ah, crap”. The negative experiences overshadow the good ones.
VAC and Blue Cross need to communicate better. Veterans shouldn't be passed back and forth between systems. We need one point of contact, someone who checks in, follows up and helps navigate the maze.
VAC should also be proactive. No one has ever asked if my wife or son needed support, even though they've lived through the same struggles I have. At a retreat funded by the Legion—not VAC—I was asked to bring my wife. This is where we met Ernie. It was a breakthrough for me and my wife for different reasons. That support worked and it helped my wife more than it helped me—which helped me.
I often ask why we are all treated the same, regardless of need or circumstance. If someone slammed a door right now in this room, we would all see, feel, hear and experience what transpired differently. That's because we are all different.
While I was preparing my speaking notes, my wife asked me a question that I still can't answer: How many people need to die before they get it?
People need help. When you're at your lowest, everything feels too hard and you want to give up. For some of us, it's just a financial loss. For others, it's their lives.
I truly hope this committee not only listens but also hears what veterans are saying. We're not looking for handouts; we're looking for help, fairness and respect. We want to heal, to be better for ourselves, our families, our communities and our country. We are the ones most likely to continue to serve. You can't afford to lose us.
Thank you for your time and for hearing the voices of those who have served, their families and their supporters.
My name is Dave Bona. I tripped and stumbled and fell into a role nine years ago when I discovered I was poisoned by the anti-malaria drug mefloquine. In my search for answers I inadvertently became a point of contact for injured veterans looking for assistance and very quickly I realized there's a quite a large problem.
I was on social media and I was watching the suicides come across my feed again and again, and it was like, someone's got to do something about this. I started going on veteran Facebook groups, chat groups etc., and talking about my own journey and my own symptoms and stuff like that. Whenever I'd get veterans commenting on it, I would literally pounce on them and would end up creating a situation where I would get these guys on the phone and I would educate people on their injury and point them in the proper direction to receive help.
Here comes the hard part: I started having the families reach out to me. I had to develop a technique for dealing with these people because it was suicide and there was a lot of strong emotion involved. I developed a system where, when I got the information from the individual, I would track down someone this individual had deployed with, to find out if they had taken mefloquine and, more importantly, if they had been having adverse reactions to the drug.
Once I established that, I reached out to someone who had intimate contact with this individual in the last two weeks of their lives. Then I could see what their state was, their mental health state. With that information, I was able to draw conclusions on whether they were poisoned by mefloquine and if their suicide was attributable to mefloquine poisoning.
I'm not a doctor. I've lived with suicide. I know what CLP tastes like. I sat in back bunkers with the muzzle of a rifle in my mouth, clicking the safety off and taking up the slack on the trigger too many times to recall. I have attempted suicide three times. Each time I had someone step in to stop me. I'm very lucky to be here right now.
If you have any questions on mefloquine, I have all the answers. I went to all the conferences. I talked to the experts. I immersed myself in it.
Thank you very much for your time.
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Good afternoon, Madam Chair, members of the committee and fellow Canadians.
Before I make a few comments—I have provided speaking notes—I want to make a number of defining comments for you. Before I do that, I want to make it clear that I honour and respect all of my peers and fellow mental health servants in this field. Their value and contributions are not the issue I'm discussing. What I am discussing is.... I'm a professional engineer. I have a master's in psychology and a number of other credentials. My evaluation is based on the critique of the process. That's what's most important here, so I want to just underscore that.
Twenty-five years ago, I had a defining moment at an international police conference as the police chaplain in our city, when the keynote speaker got up and asked if we realized that every year in North America, a police officer will take his or her life. At that moment I did not know that, but as an engineer, I couldn't help but grapple with the question of why.
Since that conference and for the four or five years previous—almost 30 years now—I've sought to discover the enigma of suicide, for which I have an answer for you today.
Part of this, I've devoted to the statistics, which I'm sure you've all heard. Almost every hour, just in North America, a military personnel will take his or her life. That's every hour. That's terrible and it's shocking, but every 43 seconds, globally, someone's taking their life. We often talk about there being no silver bullet and I'd like to argue that I believe suicide is a silver bullet.
I'm going to describe how it gets there. When I think about these statistics, they're not just statistics; they're souls. I am specifically talking about the soul because that is the breaking point that a person gets to when they decide to take their life. When you think about this, the soul is the one part in the human design that's absolutely missing from psychology and psychiatry. It's ironic that five letters of both of those terms in the Greek mean “study of the soul”, yet neither of them address the soul when it comes to trauma.
I'm here to declare that the soul is actually the missing link in resolving trauma. When you think of science.... From all of creation to present day, there is a triad formula. I'll make it simple with the fire triangle. Most people are familiar.... You need oxygen, combustibles and an ignition source. I can stand here for quite a bit discussing the science of how that triad exists absolutely everywhere.
As an engineer, when I'm trying to solve a fatal failure of some design, the first thing I consider is the materials, the structure and what's available for the design. From studying suicide, what do we have available to overcome? We have a soul, a brain and a body, which is the triad I'm talking about.
If I was to get each of you to take a pen and draw three or four triangles on your paper, I would say, at the peak, I want you to put the soul. On the bottom left-hand corner, I want you to put the brain and at the bottom right-hand corner, put the body. This is our design. It's perfect, by the way.
Say you go to a medical doctor and are asked the question that they're asking, they would ask where it hurts. Of the three components of design, which of those three is the medical doctor addressing? It's the body.
Let's go to psychology now. Psychology talks about behaviour. I have a master's in psychology. These are my peers. I care about them desperately, but it's not a science and neither is psychiatry. The fact that they don't meet these three criteria on the triangle.... They are addressing the brain. The soul's left out. The body's mostly left out. For both psychology and psychiatry, they're dealing with one-third of the solution.
If I go into the theology component, they would deal with the soul, but now they're leaving out the brain and the body.
My point is that none of these approaches, even if I had all four practitioners in the room, could actually resolve trauma. The only way to solve trauma is.... Unresolved trauma is ultimately the number one issue that leads to suicide.
Where is the trauma occurring? It's occurring at the soul level. Trauma is an offence and that offence goes to the soul. The target of trauma is to degrade and dehumanize a person's self-value and self-worth. The system that is created has actually driven suicide by the nature of the way we treat or do not treat.
One day, I was driving my vehicle, and I phoned Dave Bona—because I worked with Dave. I said, “Dave, I just thought of something. I had an epiphany moment.” The epiphany moment was that, in wartime, strategy is torture. There are four components for a successful torture: mental anguish, physical anguish, emotional anguish and spiritual anguish. When you achieve those four, you will end up with death, and suicide is the answer.
That's the answer that people get to. Every day, our military—every second, every minute, every hour, 24/7—is under those four. Unresolved trauma leads to the majority of illnesses and diseases, and as a result of that, it includes mental illness. This is the missing link for resolving trauma: the soul. Neuroscience, near-death experiences.... All of these point at the fact that not only does the soul exist but also it exists beyond death, which means that in order for consciousness to be beyond death, you must have the constituents of a soul, which are your mind, emotions and free will.
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Thank you. Let me just echo your thanks to all of the veterans who are with us today for their service.
As I see it, the government, through Veterans Affairs, has two basic obligations to veterans through which everything it does should be filtered. The first one is to provide the services and supports that veterans need to live their lives. The second one is commemoration. That latter one is how we honour their service. The former is how we meet the obligations that we have to veterans for what they've given to this country.
I think what I heard about in the opening statements from a number of you are some failures in both those areas. I'd like to explore them both a little further if time allows.
I guess I'd like to start with this: We had a witness—I think it was a couple of weeks ago—who brought to us that she was aware of 20 veterans who had come to the government looking for help to live their lives and had instead been offered medical assistance in dying. I just want to put it out there whether any of you have experienced that, or any of you are aware of a fellow veteran who has experienced that.
I see, Mr. Bona, that you have your hand up. If others want to....
I see Mr. McKay.
Let's start with you, Mr. Bona, and we'll work our way across for anyone else who may have experienced that.
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I deal with the veterans who are the reason that there's bulletproof glass in your Veterans Affairs office. I deal with the veterans who have extreme anger management issues because that's part of the injury from mefloquine. It causes uncontrolled rages and seizures. These individuals are the ones actually living down by the river in that tent because they can't access veteran benefits. I have gotten a veteran off the streets a bunch of times.
It's dealing with Veterans Affairs with individuals who are not set up to do this. It's the bureaucrats. Everything is set up so that it's easy for the bureaucrats to do their jobs, but the injured veteran has to jump through hoop after hoop after hoop. You even heard from Darren.... He's saying that he's trying to do a simple travel claim, and it's denied. No one will follow up and ask you if you need assistance with anything anymore.
When I first came onto veterans benefits in 2000, I had a case manager. There are no more case managers. I requested, four months ago, assistance from Veterans Affairs. I got a call about a month and a half later from a random 1-800 number, and it was this woman who barely even spoke English. I'm as deaf as a post, so when you have someone with a strong accent, I can't understand them. That was Veterans Affairs' response to me.
It's gotten to the point where I don't do my travel anymore, because I can't fight with them. I don't even bother. Oh, my God.
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Thank you very much, Madam Chair.
Thank you to all of our witnesses for being here today, for your testimony and for your service. I really want to say that off the top.
Mr. Hurley, I want to touch on some things you mentioned in your opening statement around psychedelics and the work that you're doing and also hoping to do. I think, over the course of this study, we've heard this issue come up more than once, without question. Just last week on Remembrance Day, I was at a Legion in my riding, and a veteran came up to me and was talking to me about the value of ketamine in his life and his recovery. There's no question that it's an issue that is out there and that people see value in it.
I'm just curious. I hope I wrote this down correctly when you mentioned it: veteran accelerated access research program. I know you talked about it a bit in your opening statement, but could you elaborate for us what your vision is for that? How you think it would help? What do you think VAC and the government could do to make that happen?
It's important to bring up something called the special access program. That's the legal framework of the legal way to get psychedelic-assisted therapy in Canada. Psilocybin and MDMA are legal. Ketamine is completely legal.
The special access program was made for extreme circumstances. Little Timmy at CHEO has a rare form of blood cancer. He needs an experimental drug that hasn't been approved by Health Canada. You apply through a bureaucratic process called the special access program, and it allows little Timmy to get his medicine and go on.
Canada is forcing people to go through the special access program, which is meant for extreme cases of health care. Psychedelic-assisted psychotherapy is not an extreme form of health care. It's actually defined in a ruling from the Supreme Court of Canada in a landmark case won this summer. Under the Charter of Rights and Freedoms, you have rights as a Canadian under section 7 to “reasonable” health care, and “reasonable health care” are the key words. We went from extreme use to now reasonable health care.
The law asks, what is reasonable? Who determines what's reasonable? A doctor determines what's reasonable, not a bureaucratic system. You're forcing people to go through a special access program, which is a bureaucratic pathway to get an extreme version of an exotic drug, whereas in actuality you would need to create a new health regulatory system specifically for it.
None of this has to do with ethics. That's the big point we're missing here. This is all administrative. You can access this stuff. You're just telling people to jump through 50,000 hoops, which at the end of the day goes to the Supreme Court of Canada. That then gets overturned in favour of the plaintiff, because our Charter of Rights deems that we're allowed to have that care.
Australia, two weeks ago, on October 31, started funding psychedelic-assisted psychotherapy: psilocybin and MDMA. America last week just expanded their psychedelic research program to over nine veterans hospitals. We're one of the most progressive countries in the world and we're up here doing what exactly?
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Yes, it's hard to generalize. I gave you my little example when I led in. I could talk for hours. I am on the leading edge of this.
I just released a documentary two weeks ago called Advance Force Operations, which is a mission set in the special operations world, where you go and you set the conditions for the regular force to come and follow on. I did the same thing. I'm doing that for the psychedelic landscape for our veterans. I did a documentary on ketamine-assisted psychotherapy because there's a lack of education.
Is there a specific veteran? I've seen it take a veteran off being suicidal, just like that, with no problem. The flip side of it is that if there is no support when putting this person back into his home in Petawawa, he all of a sudden goes bonkers because he doesn't have the health care system around him. Then, all of a sudden, people say, “Oh, that's the scary thing about psychedelics.” Yes, it's a very powerful substance that you're taking, and without the proper people taking care of you.... Hence, you need a regulated program to actually help people through this.
You're not just getting guys like Gordo sending people to Mexico and Peru or getting treatment in their house from someone they don't know. That's unacceptable. It's actually a massive fault of the Government of Canada that we're not taking care of this properly.
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Sandra Perron took phase 2 of her training in Gagetown in 1990. I did the same thing in 1995. If you want to know how the army treated us, go see the film. I told Chloé I needed help. It took her less than 30 seconds to buy my ticket and she said she would come see the film with me. Chloé Deraiche is the general manager of Le Sentier. Do you know what Le Sentier is?
Sandra Perron saved my life in 1996, in Kingston. She almost allowed me to commit suicide several times that year, not because she wanted to, but because her hands were tied. It's about money. It's about laws. It's about rules. It's an aberration of capitalism. Be careful, because it is a traumatizing film. People who watch the film need to make sure they have help.
I am lucky to have met with psychologists. I'm not talking about the first psychologist I had in Kingston. I had asked for help, and I was sent to see a psychologist, but she told the member of the military everything. That member of the military then told me that I should keep quiet instead of talking about suicide and rape. Even the commander of the 12th Regiment told me I was one of three or four people who have... I don't recall now; I have had electroshock treatments and my memory is not so good.
The electroshock therapy was a lifeline for me. They kept my lifeline safe, down below. It was not safe for the others. Yes, but it was my lifeline.
Do you know what this is? It's a corkscrew; it's for drinking my wine. I'm sorry, I just have to get another can out. I don't know whether it's leaking. It's still alcohol.
Do you have other questions to ask me? I have lost the thread, I'm sorry. I'm lost.
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Let's look forward. Let's find a common mission to save our souls.
The magic number is three. Ask my daughters. Amélia and Charlotte, I am trying to do better, for you. It's their father's birthday today. Thank you, Jean‑François.
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The impact of post-traumatic stress disorder, the ultimate violence that we were all willing to give to all humans—mind, body and soul.... You paid millions to train me, and then you discarded me.
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The social value of a garbage can is billions of dollars that we prefer to invest in war.
This is what happened about two weeks ago.
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A good friend of mine found a lady intoxicated who had passed out in a pool of blood. The lady knew she was pregnant, but she was afraid to go to the hospital. She wasn't safe there—they would steal her kid. She gave birth on a freezing evening. She didn't have a red coat to keep her warm. She had multiple layers of dirty clothes.
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Two superwomen dressed me today, with their honesty.
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It's a trigger. I've been strangled before—many times—but I wanted to wear this trigger to show you about all of the money you invest in soldiers.
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We invest millions of dollars. The prostitute's pay they send me every month... It's a luxury credit card for $30,000.
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I've been asking for help, and people say, “What's in it for me?”
What time do we have? Is it done? I'm sorry.
Next person, please....
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Thank you, Madam Chair and committee members.
The perfect storm is first and foremost unresolved trauma. Everybody has unresolved trauma. Have you heard of the ACE study, adverse childhood experiences study? That study was done in 1997 and they basically interviewed almost 20,000 people in North America. It had to do with the top 10 reasons that people have childhood trauma and there were 10 categories. Every form of abuse, so physical, mental, emotional, spiritual, are in the categories. There's incarceration, living with somebody with mental illness, and the list goes on. The number is 10.
The average person in the military has an ACE score of six before they don a uniform, which means they have PTSD before they start—before they start—so we should be helping them before they start. Unresolved trauma is the number one issue.
Psychiatry and psychology in their own documents state they have no strategy or plan to resolve trauma. That's not what they're after. They're there to maintain and manage. Their entire approach is a symptoms approach, which isn't a root-cause approach. What I'm delivering is, let's find the root cause and let's resolve the trauma, which we can do. I can help people in three hours who were diagnosed with PTSD to no longer meet the criteria for PTSD using this approach.
It's the entire science of the soul, brain and body being used.
Number one is unresolved trauma. If you solve the trauma, all of the symptoms go away. My clients have symptom reductions of 60% to 80% on average. There are 82 symptoms in the Federal Emergency Management Agency's categories. The average person here will have 15 to 45 symptoms per trauma. The average person has on average 15 to 45 unresolved traumas at any one time. If you just do the math on that, let's say 10 traumas with 20 symptoms, you have 200 symptoms walking around at any one time. This is not just 15 to 30 people. This is 1,500 life stories I have completed at 20 hours per person in four categories over their life of physical, personal relationships, spiritual education and vocation. This is all categories.
The second issue is the mind-altering drugs. There have been studies done in the past that showed that this issue started in the early 1950s when the Sackler brothers in the U.S. bought a marketing agency and a pharmacy and started releasing slow-release opium and heroin in pills, which led to the opioid crisis. It's also responsible for the current overmedication, which is also the history of psychiatry, in that it's also not a science. In fact, the people who started the process have admitted that there are no biological markers, so there's nothing scientific about psychiatry. However, it is also causing a rapid point towards death by suicide.
The average military personnel diagnosed with PTSD have three or four major drugs, all with black box warnings on them, and this means they're six times more likely to commit suicide. This is a constant, regular diagnosis for those in the military.
The other thing about ACE, which I talked about earlier, is that if you have an ACE score of six or more, you're 15 times more likely to commit suicide. Then just with those two right there, you're 21 times more likely. We're actually moving our vets with the current system towards death at a rapid rate, and that's what's happening within our ACE score.
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It's going to be too violent, and we don't need that. What I want to say is that, personally, right now, I have a $3 million debt. I am ready to invest in my project. Into the future together, feed the earth and care for souls.
December 10 is International Human Rights Day. I don't want to say "droits de l'homme" because there are women. There are also children and babies dying in bus shelters. Three million dollars of a prostitute's pay. It is your money, ladies and gentlemen. The government doesn't have money, but the taxpayers provide that money. All I need from you is a little handkerchief. I ask for help, but everybody asks me:
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“What's in it for me? What's your mission?”
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My mission is to combat the capitalist aberrations. People would rather have "Sephora kids," or babies, I don't know, Amélie isn't here to correct me. Down with capitalist aberrations.
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I believe in you.
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Thank you for being 100% you. Into the future together, with a signature. Another capitalist aberration is that you can't join the movement, a solidarity cooperative, if you don't pay $10. Do you think the little baby who died had $10? No.
Three million dollars of my money that I won after being repeatedly raped in the Canadian Forces.
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That's correct. The non-scientific models go back to psychology and psychiatry, and this is the one thing that the committee must look at: Psychology and psychiatry are self-governing. There's no external regulatory body that expects or demands them to actually prove that it's scientific. The National Institute of Mental Health in the U.S., the past director for 15 years said that, even in 2011, they wrote a paper—and they were getting 500 signatures a day—requesting the APA to have an independent third party scientific evaluation of the DSM-5. This was 2011. It's now 2025, and it has not been addressed, so they're refusing to allow an independent study on psychiatry.
The other major issue is that psychologists use the DSM-5 for their diagnosis, which means that now there are two dysfunctional bodies that Veterans Affairs is using as criteria for approving programming. My program has amazing results, with a 60% to 80% reduction in symptoms, but also PTSD, in three hours and less—multiple hundreds of people have been through it. As a result of this approach as well, people no longer meet the criteria for lupus, fibromyalgia, multiple sclerosis issues and autoimmune disorders, because once the trauma is resolved, the autonomic nervous system shuts off and the body will heal on its own. I have hundreds of clients who can testify to this.
This is a scientific model. With my engineering degree, it meets all the six criteria of a science. Psychology meets none. Psychiatry meets none. We have to look at who's allowing the process to be approved when they don't have independent credentials to actually fulfill it—and they're not claiming this. Psychology and psychiatry are not claiming that they have a solution. Why are they directing...?
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Yes. This was a national story. It was from a number of years ago. One of our Canadian military went to the Ukraine. It was suicide by war. The reason he went there was actually not because of PTSD from war but PTSD from home. If I could have gotten to him before he left, I probably could have saved his life.
The tragedy was that he abandoned his partner and his adopted daughter. On June 11, he left. He left behind a suicide note that said he was not coming back. They waited for six months for him to finally perish. On November 6, he perished.
For the next year and a half, the mom and the daughter, both suicidal, both tried multiple times to take their lives. The second time the daughter tried, she took 19 pills. She was air evacuated from Swift Current to Saskatoon. That's when Chad Wagner from the Royal Canadian Legion, who's been funding my work for the last two years.... I've probably served about 25 to 30 vets.
Those two came to my clinic—Dave, you drove them, so thank you—in Medicine Hat. In four sessions, I was able to help them release the trauma. They are no longer on any meds. The young girl was 14 years old and she was on five meds. Three of the five meds had black box warnings. I consulted with the psychiatrist and the doctor as I put this program through and said that now that we've solved the trauma, we can actually back off the meds. They're doing amazing.
It's an amazing story. Dave's seen that.
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Yes, 100%—it's a great question.
I mentioned earlier the ACE score of six or more, so they're already traumatized from their home. Many of them go to the military to find family—that's why they go. Then what happens is that they get into the family, they find out that they may not be functioning at the level they may want, and pretty soon they get turned on. Then if they do have issues, all of a sudden it now becomes trauma from the military.
This becomes a real issue not only with the member, but also, when they try to access services, it just continues to retraumatize them. The issue in every single instance is that when you have childhood trauma...and everybody has it. There's a developmental trauma that most therapists and most systems will not...because they don't spend the time with the members. Basically the message that they get from early on, right from attachment through to 17, is that they're not good enough. That's the message they get. It's subconscious, but it's regularly there. It's one of the things I treat in the process.
Then in that moment every time they get triggered by the sanctuary or by the facility or the military, it's sending them a message that they're not good enough, which they already had in ample amplitude throughout their lives. This further attacks the issue of self-worth and self-value, which is the lowest level of consciousness that leads to suicide.
Earlier when I was mentioning those two women, I counted 22 traumas within a year and a half from counsellors, doctors, police officers and teachers. For the daughter, on her second attempt, it wasn't because of her dad. It was because she felt like she was a victim. She felt she was, essentially, a criminal. That's why she attempted her life the second time.
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War trauma or what Ernie was saying about what you bring to the party mental health-wise before you join the military.... There's war trauma, moral injury and then sanctuary trauma. The big one is the last two right now and they get mixed, but it's very different. With moral trauma, maybe you drop a bomb and, sure, it lands on the bad guy, but it also kills a civilian. Now you have to live with that for the rest of your life.
Sanctuary trauma.... Opposite of what Ernie says, you go to special forces and you're told you're the best. Then all of a sudden, you're on medical release and, boom, no one cares. You're off. You're left having to deal with knowing it's more important for these guys to focus on the mission, so it's not worth it for you to engage and be a part of it, but that really destroys you as a person. That's just putting a medical release in. All of a sudden, you get put out, you get a medical release and your first two years are owned by an insurance company—by Manulife. At the end of that, they make you do an employment accessibility scale. They released me. Why is the veteran having to re-prove all their injuries over again?
You want to talk about sanctuary trauma? I have a partially detached retina. I'm 50% blind in my right eye. It took three years to come to a decision. The first decision came up and they said they were going to give me 2%. I fought it through the bureau of pensions advocates. I waited another year and went to BPA. It's an awesome organization. I didn't even have to say anything; they believed me. I didn't even have to state my case because they believed me.
The issue, though, is that there's no Performa on this that says that I'm half blind. It only says that when I see around this big floating mass in my eye, I can see clearly, so I have 20/20 vision, and yes, I'm good at 9% for grievous irritability.
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That's an excellent question. Thank you for asking that.
First and foremost, I think it should probably shock almost everybody in the room that medical doctors, psychiatrists and psychologists have not a single class in trauma during their core degree granting. It's zero.
To become a trauma expert you have to put in the hard work. We've heard of Bessel van der Kolk, Gabor Maté and myself. I've put in—and I'm being conservative—50,000 hours on this topic. It's probably more like 60,000 to 70,000. The information's out there, but you have to go dig it up and then actually be on the front lines of being a practitioner.
The answer to the question is that I can provide that kind of training for the people here because that's what's required. It's that they must understand that trauma.... You can actually train people. We're designed as humans to actually overcome trauma. The key component is to address all three aspects of our design—body, brain and soul. I do three hours of psycho-education before I work with a client on how the brain is affected by trauma and what it's designed to do, how the body's designed and what its limitations are, and how the soul is the key to the story. The soul leads, the brain releases and the body heals. This is a science.
Training and equipping them with this would be the way to do it. Trauma-informed care is information. Trauma-empowered care is transformation. It means the person can actually resolve the trauma. In 12 hours of training, I can train a person to resolve all future trauma.
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Just elaborate on that...? Okay. That ACE score is the number of individual traumas that person has. They would be checking. Are you living with someone who is suicidal? Yes. Have you been fondled sexually? Yes. Have you been living with someone who's physically abusive to you? Yes. Have you gone with dirty clothes and not enough food? Yes. There are 10 of those.
My recent client had 10 out of 10. He's suicidal.
Almost without exception, the measurement, when I'm doing my initial assessment, is that they're in severe psychological distress across seven mental health areas, which I can explain later. The issue becomes that it's a soul wound. Even on the moral injury that you were talking about earlier, the soul is the first missing component. The second missing component is the ability to actually release the trauma, which is actually forgiveness.
Globally, through all the major independent faith groups in 94% of the world's religions, no one really knows how to operationalize forgiveness. “Forgiveness” in Greek means to release, to let go, to no longer hold onto the events, which trauma is, which makes it 100% about the offended and 0% about the offender.
When I help these military people, I help them to release the offence with that definition, which means that it releases their soul from being captive. Then it actually shuts off your autonomic nervous system and the body heals. I can actually see this take place right before my eyes. They're no longer suicidal within two treatments like that.
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To get treatment, you need courage. To have courage, you need to realize that you are worth it.
When you get told,
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truth, duty, valour, but don't get caught.
The Royal Military Colleges of Canada Alumni Association invests in “mission-critical Academic, Athletic, Bilingual and Leadership development opportunities.” You spend millions—billions—in training soldiers, but then you throw them out just like garbage.
The solution is simple. Just like for women who are terrified for their lives, we have an emergency shelter.
Let's call that the psychiatric ward, just for fun, and then we have a second-level shelter.
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Thank you, Chloé, and thank you, Marion.
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There, we teach these soldiers, who we have trained to kill, to not snap and kill others, just like I almost killed my neighbour after she threatened my life. I almost snapped.
Then I moved out. Everybody says, “You're crazy, you're crazy.” I am crazy. I am trained to kill and I'm about to snap. Do you really want me to complete this act?
You've trained. You spent millions. I was trained to kill, so let's train these soldiers to lead
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solidarity cooperatives.
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It's an easy solution. Two hours, is that what you said? Two hours...?
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First off, I started it in 2022 as soon as I became the sergeant-at-arms at the Amherst Legion.
I had a meeting with the Town of Amherst CAO. Within half an hour he was on board with the project. He asked me when I wanted to unveil it. I said September 11, but then I said how about the end of Legion week, September 23, and that's when it was unveiled.
Veterans Affairs did not contribute to the project. I had multiple engagements with the commemorative partnership grant unit, the last being by Skype the day that the PSAC strike started two years ago. The answer I was given was that they were not funding new monuments, but if I were putting up a memorial for marginalized veterans, they had money for me that day. I said to the commemorative partnership manager, “You know, Ainsworth Dyer, one of the first four Canadians who died in Afghanistan, was African Canadian.” She didn't know what to say to me.
Our Legion raised $42,000 and paid for the whole thing, minus donations from the Town of Amherst and in-kind contributions from the Province of Nova Scotia.
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Thank you very much, Madam Chair.
Mr. Hurley, I know you talked in your opening statement and during the first round as well about the example in Australia and how you see that as a positive one that we could be learning from.
Later this week, at our next meeting on Thursday morning, we'll have a chance to hear from Jonathan Lane, the chief psychiatrist for the Australian equivalent of VAC, the Department of Veterans' Affairs in Australia.
If you were us and you could ask questions, what would you recommend that we ask Mr. Lane, and what do you think we can learn from him?
The first point is that if you guys want to stop the suicides within the veterans community, start screening for mefloquine use. Mefloquine has been given to Canadian Forces members since 1992. It is actually what is driving our suicide epidemic, because it's creating situations like mine.
Veterans Affairs spent a quarter of a million dollars in 14 years on one-on-one counselling sessions for me. It did nothing. It wasn't until my doctor finally got frustrated and snuck me into a brain injury treatment program she was using for young Afghan vets that, within three months, I was starting to deal with my deployment to Rwanda.
Finally, Ernie finished it off and actually took me up to a veteran retreat by Prince Albert, where, for two three-hour sessions after that first one, he started to get going. After that second one—oh, my God—I have no problems with long-term trauma issues. When I get into a situation that triggers me, I don't get swamped with visual imagery anymore, so it does work.
Screen for mefloquine use.
Ernie—
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I was the victim of a war crime, but it is not considered to be a war crime, because it was committed by my brothers in arms, people who were supposed to help me and protect me.
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Women are there to entertain us—nothing more, nothing less.
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I am the victim of a war crime that will never be recognized, because it happened on military bases in Canada. In Gagetown, in Farnham, in Moose Jaw, at the Royal Military College of Canada, in Valcartier and in Petawawa; those are just a few of the military bases I went to.
I dream of changing the world, one hour at a time and one soul at a time. I dream of feeding the land to care for our souls.
Protégeons nos foyers et nos droits.
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I stand on guard for thee. Let's stand on guard for thee together.
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Think about investing in the souls of your brothers and sisters. There are babies dying in bus shelters because it's too cold and because the mother has been forgotten by the system. Stop blaming her and get her help. You won't be giving a handout. Nothing is free. Invest in human health and the human soul.
I have removed all the bureaucratic red tape. You are being offered a handkerchief to help you.
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Imagine all the people.
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With your signature. Let's create a viral movement.
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Thank you, Ms. Duhaime.
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Mr. Hurley, Mr. McKay, Mr. Simons, Mr. Bona and Mr. Wouters, thank you for your courage. Thank you for coming today.
Thank you for your service, all of you, to our great country. This will stop this portion.
I do have a few administrative items—a minute of your time, members—that I have to go through for a budget. I apologize to all of you. I do need to just get some consensus from my colleagues.
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Two budget proposals were recently distributed by the clerk. One is for the study of barriers to entrepreneurship among veterans and one is for the meeting on October 21, 2025, that the Minister of Veterans Affairsattended.
Is it the pleasure of the committee to adopt these proposed budgets?
Some hon. members: Agreed.